jealousy is killing me
i wish i was dead
'cause i'm not good for you
and your pretty big heart

my insecurities hit hard
so much so hard
i'm killing myself tonight
'cause i know i'm not good for your
pretty big heart

wishing we could be lil bit older
wishing i could change
i'm scared
is this the monster i meant to be?
i hope you're crying for me