at least im not as sad as i used to be (or maybe i'm worst)

here i am
taking pills just to sit up straight
praying be to reborn
'cause i'm just a child and i can't wait 
to be petrified

every night i beg to be loved
a love that last forever
it's time to grow stronger and colder

do people even read these?
do they even listen to my voice when i sing?

if the dream is over, the dreamer is dead
if the dream is over, the dreamer is dead
if the dream is over, the dreamer is dead
if the dream is over, the dreamer is dead