''i want to write something about you
something that make me prove the feeling in my bones
something that erase the mess inside this

i found can't write about you because i'm choking on things
i mean, i love you
but some days i just hate you so much i want to throw all to you
some nights you make me feel like i'm swallowing all the water in the ocean
and my lungs are getting full
i mean, i love you
but my spine is never right

please, forgive me for all you've found
for all this i'm-so-hurt mess
for all this frightened little girl 

i mean, i love you
but my hands will never fit in yours

well, or at least i'm trying to''

- the feeling in my bones while i'm trying to write about you