lights fade but i won't let them

i'm not glad of who i am

i'm not glad of my mistakes

i'm not glad of the people i loved 1 year ago

i'm not glad of my thoughts on friday nights

i'm not glad that sometimes i lie to much

i'm not glad of being scared of my own memories

i'm not glad of my body and scars

i'm not glad of being such a bad loser

but i'm glad

that with six billion people in the world

i'm 

in love

with you