i want to be better

on a blank white paper i'll never gonna draw you a smile
oh baby you're so mine 
but i couldn't care less
you are counting the days to be free
while i lie here couting the days to finally sleep

i got this little heart still beating
and i feel so sorry about that
i want to be better
i want to be better
i want to be better

pathetic at conversations,
not coming out for anybody
people say lot of things about me 
i can't say shit
she's got a new brand pill
only to find out that nothing is as shining as it seems

oh tragedy will find me

i want to be better
i want to be better
i want to be better
i want to be better
i want to be better
oh tragedy will