what keeps the souls away from release?

the things i said before doesn't mean anything to the words i say today
i like the way your dreams look like but you can't stay there all night
i'd rather be dead than free
what keeps the souls away from release?

she keeps my dreams awake when everybody around is falling asleep
give me shelter
i won't make it rain
and the voices from the back of my ears
remember me who i killed and what i am running away from

i'm so tired of walking on my shoes
saying ''you're not alone''
''you're just a ghost trying to find the way back home''
I hope you leave my heart now

you'll never know when to say thank you
you could stay alive just to prove you are wrong
i'd rather be dead than free
what keeps the souls away from release?