does someone even listen?

she took her suitcases away
and some flights late
i watched her moving into my heart

i see it all now
from the hell to this city
from the heaven to your sadly pity

i never wanted to take it for granted
when i already did
trying to keep the rhyme on my feet
when i am already lost

she took her eyes
right into mine
and some kisses late
she watched me falling apart
into her heart

i see it all now
from the hell to this city
from the heaven to your killing distance

break it

i don't know what i'm waiting
wishing for something down below
feeling something in my chest
when i'm screaming from the top of my lungs

underneath there's nothing else but guts
guts for the ones i'll never see
underneath there's nothing else but guns
for the ones i'll never fight it off

trying and trying
who needs chances when you got an spirit to fade away?
trying and dying
who needs another soul when you got a wrist to blow away?

underneath there's nothing else but tears
tears for the ones i'll never see
underneath there's nothing else but me
for the ones i'll never be

the act of being alone

i'm losing my best friend

for a second time now
kill me with time

fill me with empty space

you will listen to the same tune

'til you fall asleep again

gazing for your face in the fear

knowing how much i miss you
i really prefer running away
books seem to get older
famous people too
this sick little feeling blue

at least don't i'm not killing for a dream

at least i'll be skydiving between minds

i'll broke a window or two to prove i'm alive

sadness is the best dish served cold tonight

(all i want is)

all i want is to disappear
because my peace become to fear
the laugh will hide my tears
and the shadows will never get me alive

the daydream never ends
in the beggining was only me
some memories
and the fire begun

dying without dying at all
the empiness become the lord
you don't know how to escape to the fall
living without living at all

all i want is faith
faith of the living and hopeless
all i want is stay
one hundred nights more
just for me

all i want is faith
all i want is to stay
all i want is silent inside my head
all i want is

this is the moment where you leave him and come with me

you're too good for me 

you're too good for anyone

sincerely, Oliver

04:52am again

alive or just over-breathing?
i never wanted to be him
wishing you see this cause is all over my mind

this city will never change
wind has blown everything on the wrong direction
sitting on the piano
singing about how i get into this affection

die young and live forever
two eyes that remember to much
i never wanted to be this
all i wanted is to be one of your favourite dreams

winters, summers and heartaches
everything over me

stone on the water

i don't want to know what you think
or what you feel

young blood wasting up
i don't need you to know the truth
and i don't want to know what you think
or what you feel

air

i'm gonna make the oxygen leave my body
and fill with empiness my heart.
lately you been adicted to the silence
thinking i was some truth underneath
you have been sleepwalking between daydreams

i wonder what you see when they look into my eyes
everybody around me is getting older and i've nothing to say
they want to rip the skin of our bones and jump across the room
making the oxygen leave our bodies

they want to rip the skin of our bones and jump across the room
stay alive because the sun won't shine tomorrow if tonight we leave this way
who needs air anyway?

lights in the floors and sweat on the walls

Drunken monologues.

Confused because it's not like I'm falling in love I just want you to do me no good

and you look like you could

we're all battling fear oh dear i don't know if we know why we're here

''Básicamente, todos somos responsables de preservar nuestra alegría personal; pero la felicidad es diferente. La alegría no es circunstancial, la felicidad sí. Puedes estar deprimido y seguir estando alegre. Puedes estar a punto de suicidarte y seguir alegre. Todos dejamos de pensar, de hablar, de compartir y de crear porque haciendo estas cosas enseguida nos damos cuenta de lo infelices que somos. Pero eso está bien. Eso es normal. No dejes que el miedo a la infelicidad paralice tu búsqueda para encontrar qué es en lo que crees. Como la alegría se encuentra en la creencia, todos estamos obligados a superar la infelicidad para encontrar alegría.''

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what keeps the souls away from release?

the things i said before doesn't mean anything to the words i say today
i like the way your dreams look like but you can't stay there all night
i'd rather be dead than free
what keeps the souls away from release?

she keeps my dreams awake when everybody around is falling asleep
give me shelter
i won't make it rain
and the voices from the back of my ears
remember me who i killed and what i am running away from

i'm so tired of walking on my shoes
saying ''you're not alone''
''you're just a ghost trying to find the way back home''
I hope you leave my heart now

you'll never know when to say thank you
you could stay alive just to prove you are wrong
i'd rather be dead than free
what keeps the souls away from release?