don't know how to lie

i don't sleep at night

i still have the hat i bought the day my friend took our favorite pic of us

i walk behind people and pretend is you
and taking me somewhere else
somewhere i'm not lost anymore

i don't walk down that street anymore
i don't wanna own this dead core

no matter what happened i still love the playlist you made me
they write songs about the dead 
and i write songs about you
because you're my favorite ghost

have i become the worst version of me?
i stare for too long
wondering why i even started in the first place
falling with my arms open
into the fairy tale
i don't care
i never cared
and i will never wil

2018

yeah very cool
you made me cum
yeah very cool
couple of times i told you i love you
i just wanna run away from you


i love you but i don't wanna grow old