i need love, i'm tired of danger
i'm always so bittersweet
ready to break
too tired to speak

and i tell you
''look, i have been here a million times
don't worry, i don't mind''
but you smile, tell your mother and cry

maybe it's the loud of the party
maybe it's this shit i'm smoking
or all the glasses i'm drinking
but are on my mind
but i swear baby you're on my mind

i saw you in a dream where there was lipstick all over my face
can i stay at your place? 
the sun is warmer than ever

and heaven has nothing on you
and my clearest blue

maybe it's the loud of the party

maybe it's this shit i'm smoking
or all the glasses i'm drinking

but i swear baby you're on my mind
and i love it every single time<3

They'll talk about us, all the lovers
How we kiss and kill each other 
They'll talk about us, and discover
How we kissed and killed each other.

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every single day, your bullshit gets stuck under my shoes
oh my god, you are so damn cruel
you're never gonna change
i'm sure my bright sun won't miss you, fool

on august i'll think
'happy birthday babe,
wherever you are'
with all new friends and people who surely cares

always thinking how i could hurt you but only to hurt myself

i used to give you everything
now i don't wanna waste a single thought on you
all the buildings in the city look the same 
all your lies still hurt my head quite the same
and these feels are my forever cold empty rain
are you thinking of me?

'cause i'm always thinking how i could hurt you
but every night i end up hurting myself