a year ago we were the only heroes in the story
kings and queens
they were all jealous of our glory
i left you a note on your phone while dancing
'you're driving me wild'

checking the phone like you're gonna text me
screaming 'don't mind me don't mind me don't mind me'
while i hope you mind me mind me mind me

i'm so tired of hurting myself
please just call up a doctor so
don't have to wait ever again
i have it so bad in the brain

tonight you're in town
you gotta get out from here
this is the only place i have since you left me homeless
screaming 'don't mind me don't mind me don't mind me'
while i hope you mind me mind me mind me

this is the hundred time i called you a motherfucker this week
or should i call you a liar while i think 'i should lie between your legs'?
screaming 'don't mind me don't mind me don't mind me'
while i hope you mind me mind me mind me

i'm a fool soaked in blue
soaked in you
can you get out of my life?
of my clothes
of my eyes
of my room

all my friends tell me to leave you alone
but they don't know you were the only friend i had

you know i hate this silence but it's better than being left behind

fuck troye and fuck khalid too
fuck every single song that reminds me of you.

even when i'm trying to say ''fuck you''
i say ''for you'' 
you're the only wall i keep bumping into
you're the only one.

i've been in love with you since i was 18
and now you think i'm gonna leave
do you really think i wanna leave?

we're living in different worlds now.

there's no lover waiting for me
everyday i'm spitting blood, bad blood
the miracle is when i'm not
my body feels like it's under attack from a hundred killer bees
this isn't me

i didn't call the cops on you
and your breathing never stopped

it's fine
i can't help but to try to make you laugh
while missing your finger tips
i'm not pretending to be a fucking gentleman
while missing your hips
this isn't me

how many joints do i need to be happy?
i already sold my soul to you
what else i have to do?
to prove myself to you
i have no place to go
this isn't me 

no, i didn't call the cops on you
and your breathing never stopped

the truth will set you free
but first it'll piss you off.

i wrote this on the bus window

i wish you were here
are you wishing that too?

i miss you
do you miss me too?

i feel broken
are you broken too?

i loved you
did you love me too?

oh, how i wish i was them
with all their serotonin 

misery loves 'em, yeah
but not as much as it loves me

you have no idea
'cause all the boys 
will be looking at you
and none will be me.