01/17

breathing the summer breeze to feel less empty
she told me:
''i'm the kind of cold that only your kisses would warm up''
maybe we are sharing the same wings while we are sharing the same bed

don't you see? just one bad mood after another
just a mama's boy inside a broken daughter

but home is not a home and in bed i lie restless
i'm can't help but to bring down the universe
tv is awful but the people who believe in it is worse
my desires are bigger than my body
it's almost telling me a cursed verse

even though i know you're sleeping with somebody

looking out for a punch in the throat
looking out for a punch to give
bring the battle, bring the war
you know i fall for all of it

i told you ''bridges could burn for you''
before you burned all mine
i'm not afraid of sounding too blue
i know exactly how i was before you found me and i know exactly how i am now you left

08/16

no one wants a crybaby
everyone is better than me
i left my love at home 'cause i will never be good
you told me the world is falling into pieces too

fever and bad dreams can't stop me now

i want to breathe your kisses to stay alive

i want this girl to come and save my life
i want to sleep for the eternity
but i dont think i'll try
i want her to take me from my arms and send me far

i don't want to get to heaven
if i'm gonna be without you

i hate the trees around here
they never grow big
just as their dreams
but my heart is flooding with all this bad blood
your voice is like a broken record all over my head

i'm forever chained to those dark clouds

please don't tell me to forget
day 0 from the accident
i can't recover anymore

i've been punching walls and jumping them too
i dont feel my skin and bones
i wish i was freer than before
i just need a shoulder to cry about it

i hope i see my eyes in yours
and that's never gonna happen

made of jealousy and chest pain
and it's always the same
so how can i make you change?

she's the best heart i've ever see pounding
she's the best bed to sleep in

if only fools fall
then i am the biggest fool walking 'round town

i still want it all