There’s pieces of me you never gave back. There are nights that I can’t think about without flinching. Mornings I have to draw over in black marker. What if nobody ever looks at me like you did. What if I never find those secrets again. What if I am never whole again.

''I swear when I grow up I won't just buy you a rose,
I will buy the flower shop, and you will never be lonely.''

i was a blindfold, never complained

should never HAVE KISSED YOU I SHOULD NEVER TOLD YOU I LOVE YOU
CAUSE I DO
SO FUCKIN
BAD
SO FUCKING BAD
IT HURTS WHEN THE SUN GOES DOWN AND I CANT HOLD YOUR HAND
CAUSE YOU ARE CRYING AND CRYING AND I CANT I CANT I CANT HELP YOU

IM SORRY
IM SORRY
IM SORRY
HEAVEN WILL NEVER CALL MY FUCKING NAME

i wish i could write you an upbeat song for everytime you think time went wrong
for everytime you think your heart is wrong

if dark seeks dark
why do i keep chasing that sunshine?
if dark seeks dark
the darkness must feel so alone

another bad day
my love is not good
the scary scenery won't kill me
these bright lights won't save me

my fists are too small to fight the pieces of sadness i let somebody burn in me
so why do i keep chasing that sunshine?

if dark seeks dark
why do i let the darkness chase me?

how do i make everything come back at me again?

in a world so fast that our feet hurt from running

you were only made to break my heart

time has it own weapons baby
does your heart feel better in the dark?

''i'm sorry i'm such a letdown''
i told her every night

i hope you meet me halfway the road
'cause i can't stand myself anymore

my 9s to 5s is cutting open old scars
you said we could write our chances in a place better
i don't even want to write my chances at all
where everything is made of golden stars

i'm telling you ''just hold me together''
and you are tearing me apart
always disappearing
is not enough

''i'm sorry i'm such a letdown''
i told her every night

i hope you meet me halfway the road
'cause i can't stand myself anymore

the clouds are all over the city but i'm not over you
with the head in the clouds and the feet in the deep blue sea

i've been chasing the foxes since i was born
my heart is too broken by the things i know

now i hold onto memories to not fall apart
for times when it used to be so much beauty in the storm

you unblessed my heart and killed my soul
you take me for granted when i was hurt

you've got all the nightmares
you've got all the dreams
you've been away so many nights (too many nights)

i won't mind if someone takes my place
this isn't the way it should have ended
because my mouth is bleeding again

i know god is everywhere but not in this head
i swear not in this head

frustration is never over
they told me this party it was only to leave you hangover

i keep telling i wish i was dead
when all i want is to be in your bed

the ringing goes loud at night
but in the morning it doesn't feel right
this hotel room makes me feel sick, even with all the green lights

when i started to forget my real name
i ran to your room
my heart is not fine
speaking with a hole in my lungs

my body hurts hurts hurts so badly
for wanting to start again
just imagine having enough love
for wanting to start again
it hurts it hurts it hurts

i don't know what to believe
i was already such a mess when you were fifteen
i don't know what to believe

i was already such a mess when you were fifteen
and it hurts it hurts it hurts

cansada de estar enferma
cansada de estar media enferma
media cansada
los ojos mas cansados que conozco
los ojos mas muertos que he visto
arrastro mi cuerpo a los lugares a los que ya no quiero ir
ya no lo quiero mas
mientras miro el piso
aturdida a mas o poder
¿cómo querés que me sienta cuando hasta yo misma me traiciono?
¿cómo querés que me sienta?
no se como engañarme sin romper las cuatro paredes que me encierran.