y5658

sorry i woke you up
i'm having those crazy heartbeats
the ones that tell me my time is so soon
for this mental situation around my bed

you left dad crying on the kitchen
while mum hides lies under sheets
they told me you're crazy
for what he left for us in summer

the dark around of my eyes
is burning as the house in my mind
i'm so scared
and i need find my rhyme

6yr77

where can we start?

even when we know that bad habits die hard?

playing with this lovely scissor for the 100th time

i can't get my head right

not that i don't want to

is that i'm afraid to

it's good to see how

you bleed words from your mouth now

see, i'm only here 'cause i feel sedated in the a new way

well, let's play that you one day find your own happiness

that one gooddam you day smile for a reason

oh god you made it

home is just a place in your mind where there's a reason for that superficial smile

well, let's play that you one day find your mind

stay under the silver sign

wtdykoymad

obnoxious little girl
you'll do anything to stop your fingers from running
stay outside from this insane days
don't you wanna fall apart?

you write sad songs on your body
'cause you hate them on your head
how's hell to you?
how's hell to me?

i can't believe it
so young and so filled
with your own regrets

your smile just bores me
your voice makes me tired

one two three
one day you'll be admired
one two three
i'll be on fire

sigh

"extrañar a alguien es sentir a alguien en tu cabeza tocando tus memorias pero no tocando tus brazos".

- no puedo dormir y probablemente lo borre

we're next door but
we don't even know each other at all

we're next door but
please don't try blame mum for this
she's only trying to save us all
and i know she can't stand being alone at night

we're next door but
you hate my lies and i hate your cries

we're next door but
our kisses aren't the same 
even when we breath the same blood

we're next door but
who are you?
i wish we could be something real
who are you?
we're not family at all


-(i don't know who is my sister) i don't want to know you 'cause i know you too much-

''tonight
just like every night
i'm holding my head with both hands
just to see if i can get it right:


i'm this internal organ mess,
don't you dare to enter that way,
don't you dare to enter anyway,
my blood is about to fall,
don't add me to that stupid list,
i don't need you by my side,
my flaws are gonna leave me alone,
oh well, they already did.''

- oh terrible normal thoughts i don't need in my head -

 

hjf

let's have a night on my shoes
while you tell me
''you're the worst book i've ever choose''

everybody will look so pretty without me
why would you run away from here?

one sunset
two sunsets
three sunsets
no more sun

uiym

i understand you live that way
but stop pretending you don't care
talking about our old take-and-leave-friends 
it won't change a thing

fingers shaking
my head is breaking
eyes roll over
i'm a liar, i know 
all time low
don't you ever just- ?
 
i'm such a bad friend
i'm such a bad pale
all your words sound the same
again for never again

we can pretend, she's good at it
''not angry, just tired''
i understand you live that way
but stop pretending you don't care

lxd

with my shoes on the sink once again

waiting for something to happen
maybe it will never happens anyway
those trends are gonna left me alone
girl you're not right in the head
and you will never be
not until she comes to me
nobody deverve tears but you really fucked me up last year 
fill me with all your heros
lost since the end
i will reappear
just to save your
swimming grace
catch me in the sea
you hit the bottom before you can fear 
you can fear after all gone
please don't appear at my door 
not so soon