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"And kid, you’ve got to love yourself. You’ve got wake up at four in the morning, brew black coffee, and stare at the birds drowning in the darkness of the dawn. You’ve got to sit next to the man at the train station who’s reading your favorite book and start a conversation. You’ve got to come home after a bad day and burn your skin from a shower. Then you’ve got to wash all your sheets until they smell of lemon detergent you bought for four dollars at the local grocery store. You’ve got to stop taking everything so goddam personally. You are not the moon kissing the black sky. You’ve got to compliment someones crooked brows at an art fair and tell them that their eyes remind you of green swimming pools in mid July. You've got to stop letting yourself get upset about things that won’t matter in two years. Sleep in on Saturday mornings and wake yourself up early on Sunday. You’ve got to stop worrying about what you’re going to tell her when she finds out. You’ve got to stop over thinking why she stopped caring about you over six months ago. You’ve got to stop asking everyone for their opinions. Fuck it. Love yourself, kiddo. You’ve got to love yourself."

you know that I could not believe my own truth

heaven must be frozen

we can take some memories and bury them all together tonight,

your truth is too painful for my body to handle it

this lie is to easy to believe, it keeps me alive

from the edge til the other side

you appear in all my dreams at 5am

it's hard to stay in a dream when all the strings pull you and wake you up

heaven must be frozen

would you let me win this time, my dear?

i'll come back then and the revenge with float inside my flaws

my veins will be stronger than ever

forever

i promise 

i'll come back then and the revenge with float inside my flaws

my veins will be stronger than ever

or just not stronger at all

peace on mind

forever

so bright

oh lover, your star is fading

the darkness it has never been so bright

oh lover, you can slide away

and give yourself a try and a broken heart

your head is full of regrets, always needing place for the new ones

if i tell you the truth would you kill me again?

hearts are never broken they are all just bulletproof (the mind is the only broken thing here)

what hurts is the just the effect of the bullet against the chest

hearts are never broken they are invincible

what hurts is the just the weight of being alive

oh, and nothing will change until she takes your heart away

oh lover, feel no shame and no shapes

oh lover, the night save knifes and old skies.

hearts are never broken they are all just bulletproof 

(what hurts is the just the weight of being alive)

hearts are never broken they are invincible 

(what hurts is the just the effect of the bullet against the chest)

i'm not a stone i'm just a man

¿Fue todo en tiempo real o fue sólo en mi mente? Yo solo era un fantasma pasando a través de vos. Aferrándome a los restos hasta que recibí el mensaje, colgado en el borde de la habitación.
Dame algo real, dame la mitad de tu píldora más amarga, algo por debajo de la superficie que realmente sientas.  
Decimos estas palabras una y otra vez, pero todavía suenan igual. Estaban en tus ojos, eran sólo mentiras fáciles. Las palabras pequeñas son pesadas ​​y las promesas son fáciles, y nadie nunca está feliz o triste por mucho tiempo. Sólo porque lo dije, no significaba en serio. Supongo que era a lo largo del camino.
Le estoy dando forma al sonido, estoy dando vuelta sílabas; mojando un dedo del pie en el agua viendo como te ahogas. Y ha sido un largo tiempo de espera, ha sido toda una vida de creación.
Dijimos ''cuando estés solo y asustado, vendré en tu ayuda''. ¿Era sólo un sueño, sólo un sueño? Porque fue real para mí.

how my heart is not broken again?

paranoia become your new best friend

and sometimes we close our minds more than our mouths

she told me might saw a demon over home

my head is full of memories i want to forget

my soul is full of sins i want to regret

i'm so scared of myself

the walls are keeping me right for now

we can run and still find ourselves in the middle of nowhere

we can run away and still find trouble in our hearts.

i know you're singing out of loud, but are you listening to the words?

the noise in your head

don't pay attention to it

it only bring pain to your hands

we can run away and still find trouble in our hearts.

your eyes are swallowing me

¿Nunca se sintieron completamente ajenos a todo? Así estoy hoy, y ayer...y todos los días.
Siento que no puedo estar en ningún lugar. Mi cabeza está en otro lado, en otro tiempo. No puedo concentrarme en nada.
Me siento ajena a mi casa, a mi cama, a mi cuerpo, a la música que escucho, a las personas que tengo cerca y hasta mi ropa. Me siento ajena a mis amigas, a mis compañeros de la escuela, a mi mamá, a mi papá, a mi hermana, a mi hermano, a vos.
No puedo encontrar un lugar seguro, no puedo encontrarme.